Yesterday, I went and deposited £7.00 into my William Hill account; this deposit was made using my iPad 4 machine while lying down in bed; but, because I came in 'late' feeling extremely tired, I next went off to sleep without using any of the deposited funds.
As soon as I awoke, I signed in to William Hill online...using my Desktop computer machine...and, made up my mind this time to play not just Roulette, alone; but, also, experiment around by betting on multiple 'other' types of bet.
- Altogether, I made around 10 x 10p bets on purely random games: football/cricket/-etc.
-I played Blackjack...the first £1.00 I bet lost. Next time, I bet £2.00; and, it won: £4.00.
-I bet £2.00 on Lucky Spin...it lost!
-I registered to play 2 games of Poker @ 0.10p each. (I lost both Poker games.)
-I bet £2.00 on Lucky Spin...it lost!
-I registered to play 2 games of Poker @ 0.10p each. (I lost both Poker games.)
However, Roulette was the game I played in the main. When I played 10p Roulette; then, I mostly tended to win; sometimes, I also lost. When I switched to playing 20p Roulette, however, I lost absolutely everything; meaning my balance, quite literally, said: nil/0.00. Thus, I had no other choice but to quit gambling.
MY GAMBLING STRATEGY: BET LOW/FAR MORE FREQUENTLY...VS...BET HIGH/MUCH LESS FREQUENTLY
Naturally, of course, because I'm not just a total complete idiot; therefore, I am very deeply 'aware'...that although my latest betting strategy has been to no longer make huge bets: £50.00/£100.00/-etc.; but, instead, to bet smaller amounts consisting of: £5.00/£10.00/-etc.
However, because I'm betting a lot more frequently; like almost every single day...then, say I were to bet 5 days in the week/with 2 days off it...then, 5 x £5 = £25.00/5 x £10 = £50; thus, really not an awful lot has changed...because, almost invariably, I come away from the tables completely 'penniless'; therefore, I'm still loosing equally as much as when I did chose to bet really big.
Many times, I say to myself...it's time to go and take a holiday away from gambling; then, see how much it's possible for me to 'save'...because by investing all my time/effort/money into to gambling -which I will happily do all day/night long- the end result is that I'm left totally flat broke...which for a poor person is certainly no joke...as there's no money left to 'save'/or, use to pay all of my other bills with.
However, because I'm betting a lot more frequently; like almost every single day...then, say I were to bet 5 days in the week/with 2 days off it...then, 5 x £5 = £25.00/5 x £10 = £50; thus, really not an awful lot has changed...because, almost invariably, I come away from the tables completely 'penniless'; therefore, I'm still loosing equally as much as when I did chose to bet really big.
Many times, I say to myself...it's time to go and take a holiday away from gambling; then, see how much it's possible for me to 'save'...because by investing all my time/effort/money into to gambling -which I will happily do all day/night long- the end result is that I'm left totally flat broke...which for a poor person is certainly no joke...as there's no money left to 'save'/or, use to pay all of my other bills with.
17:36 PM RIGHT NOW, I'M BROKE/THE REALLY WEIRD THING ABOUT IT IS I'M HAPPY
Unfortunately, the post office closes at 5:30 PM; which means it's now far too late for me to go off and make a deposit into my bank account. In a way, I feel really sad about that; and, in another way, I feel really glad; because, at least, it means I won't have any money left to go gambling with.
When I'm in the height of feeling 'gambling fever'...then, basically, there's nothing else that I'd much rather do; when, in fact, gambling is all I can 'think' of...chasing after my losses/and, also, making money to go on top of it.
All of that, of course, I know deep down is just a total 'illusion'...namely, if I were to win £100.00, today...; then, most probably, I would end up loosing 10 times that, tomorrow; this is because 9 out of 10 times, I lose. So, no matter how much I win...£10/£100/£1000.00...ultimately, I end up giving it all back to the bookies/and, more; thus, proving that gambling really ain't nothing but a 'dead end'.
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