Mon 15th July 2019 Bit of a weird day! Morning: Gambled and lost/Night: 3 x McDonald's vouchers used in Clapham Common

4:30 AM GMT GAMBLED AT WILLIAM HILL/LOST £17.00

The day started off really early with me doing Roulette gambling at:

http://www.williamhill.co.uk

I went and invested £17.00 which was all the money left inside of my current a/c.; at first, my total climbed...saying £21.00+; then, I started loosing...and, loosing...until when I, eventually, lost the whole damn lot...my end balance said just: 0.66p...which is when I stopped!

10 PM USED UP 3 x McDONALD'S FOOD VOUCHERS @ £1.99 EACH

For the rest of the day, I did not go out...; I could not shake a certain intensely 'unlucky' feeling being inside of me. However, late during the evening...I decided I 'must' go out and try and use up 3 x McDonald's food vouchers I'd gone and cut out of the newspaper...because the end date of their offer was: 15th July 2019...meaning, today.

As I was riding my bike off towards McDonald's...I actually fell off it...was about to crash into a sticking out kerb...when I decided best to fall off, deliberately, rather than hit it with the bike front wheel directly...and, using both of my palms to catch myself from falling hard down onto the solid concrete...I went and badly bruised both palms.

Nonetheless, I very quickly got back up -still being in one piece- and, continued riding off towards McDonald's in Clapham...which is my nearest McDonald's branch -(without a drive in/the food voucher insisted  McDonald's branch with no drive in)-.

I arrived at the McDonald's...and, gave them my 3 x food vouchers...each costing £1.99...and, they accepted all vouchers together, at once. I came away with...

- 2 x fries
- 1 x Big Mac
- 1 x Fish fillet
- 1 x McChicken
- 1 x Salad

I ate both fries inside of the McDonald's branch itself; then, I rode my bike all the way home to go eat the rest.

Weirdly enough, as I was eating the Big Mac...and, watching TV...guess what show came on on BBC1, next? 'Mad Cow Disease', 11:15 PM - 12:15 PM. I sat there transfixed...watching people get irreversibly ill, and, even, die after eating diseased beef; needless, to say this did not make the junk food I was eating seem very highly appetising; in fact, it was a total 'turn off'...!

Then, I recalled looking up at the moon as I rode back home...it was a 'full moon'...which, also, can be interpreted as an omen meaning 'bad luck'.

Anyway, I ate everything; and, then, went off to sleep...; thinking, tomorrow will be another day altogether...don't let 'negative' thoughts haunt me...as it's really just not worth it. Far better to forget...and, just simply move on.