Today, I stayed home...
Frankly, I've been feeling rather 'depressed'(and, this has been going on for quite a while).
- There are huge money problems to have to consider...how to deal with all these...when I have insufficient money to cope.
- My health is not the best...as I haven't been 'keeping fit'. Don't feel enough energy to want to exercise. Can't afford to go out and do 'keep fit' lessons/or, martial arts.
- My concentration is very poor...try as I might to study...nothing is really sinking in; instead, it sort of goes in...then, comes straight back out. In order to learn programming, effectively; then, you can't just sit back, and, merely 'watch' videos; instead, one only learns by seriously getting involved, and, doing it 'hands on'.
- Whether I go out/or, stay in...I worry constantly about my mum's health...because she is neither eating/drinking/exercising properly, at all; and, all the advice I have to offer her...she isn't willing to take. Furthermore, communication is extremely difficult...as she's hard of hearing; I have to write things down. As she has grown older...her concentration doesn't last too long...so, I have to keep writing to an absolute minimum...otherwise, she gets upset stating she can't read any more. She doesn't ever wish to see a doctor, neither...; so this leads to non-stop worrying on my part...as, quite honestly, I can only see things getting worse and worse.
- Due to my feeling depressed/and, not getting enough exercise...eating all of the wrong foods/drink -(too much chocolate biscuits/salt crips/-etc.; in other words, spoiling myself with 'comfort foods')- I haven't been doing anywhere near enough housework; and, seeing the house look bad -due to my own sheer laziness- depresses me even further.
STILL STUDYING JAVASCRIPT
Anyway, today, I did what I normally tend to do...whenever I feel 'down'...which is stay in/mostly, lying in bed watching internet connected TV...YouTube videos...looking at the latest versions of Javascript: ES6+.
Sometimes, getting up...moving over to the computer...to do a little bit of surfing...catch up on emails/Facebook/test some code...; then, usually, moving straight back to bed, again.
Thinking about tomorrow...what on earth will I do, then...?
I've long ago learned that indulging in too much worry can be a really dangerous thing for your health...both 'physically/mentally'...that's why I try to watch TV a lot...in order to distract myself...from doing too much purely 'negative' thinking.
CREATED A GITHUB GIST USING JSBIN
I used my GitHub credentials to sign in at JSBin...
https://jsbin.com
The JSBin menu said I could create a Gist with this 'test code'...so, I did; much to my surprise, the Gist immediately appeared inside of GitHub...
https://gist.github.com/pramnora/7c2716dadfdf9512d64f62fc68669685
FOUND AN INTERESTING WEB SITE TEACHING ABOUT HOW TO USE CSS GRID
Looking around inside of GitHub...I found an interesting 'teach yourself' how to use CSS Grid program...
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