Mon 091120 Gambled at William Hill/Roulette/Lost: £50.00- FREE food bag delivered

GAMBLED AT WILLIAM HILL: LOST £50.00

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I went to William Hill...thinking I might be able to win some money playing Roulette. 

At first, I bet £9.00...3 x £3.00 (30 numbers: 1-30 @ x 10p); which lost: Number 36 came up.

Then, I started chasing after my losses...; by depositing another £10.00/£11.00 balance. Again, I bet £9.00; and, I think, it won either once or twice...but, then, I lost it all on the next bet...£2.00 balance left. With the £2.00 balance I made 2 x row bets of £1.00; it won...thus, leaving me with £3.00 balance. 

Finally, I decided why not go 'all in'...by emptying my bank a/c. of £30.00. I made 1 x £30.00 bet...(30 numbers: 1-30 @ £1.00 each); the first 2 spins won...and, my balance said £45.00; meaning, I was just £5.00 away from recovering back my previous £20.00 loss. However, on the third spin of the wheel I lost £30.00...£15.00 balance left. I continued spinning the wheel...this time betting £15.00...(30 numbers: 1-30 @ .50p each)...which was all of the balance I had left; and, it lost; thus, leaving me with absolutely nil balance; and, thus, forcing me to quit!

CONCLUSION

How do I feel, right now? Pretty damned stupid, and, also, very deeply ashamed(I wasted my mum's money); too, seriously, sad and sorry for myself. 

Gotta 'stop' gambling. 

If the lesson learned teaches me to stop...for say a week/a month/-etc.; then, all well and good. 

On the other hand, if there is no lesson learned...; and, I just continue gambling like say, tomorrow...; then, that's no good at all, I'm afraid; maybe, I'll have to consider contacting Gamblers Anonymous, instead(whether online/offline). 

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FREE FOOD BAG DELIVERED

They delivered to me a FREE food bag...marked Tesco's. 

Unfortunately, I was fast asleep...so, I wasn't available to open the door to them.

I also received a phone call; most probably, a reminder to say they left some shopping at the door; I might need to phone them back in order to make sure they know I got the delivery ok. This is the 2nd week when I didn't answer the door to them.

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