Mon 080523 Awoke: Bad dream(insects)/Phoned doctor-Bank Holiday/-etc.

Mon 080523

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Table of contents:-

- 12:58 AWOKE: BAD DREAM/LOADS OF INSECTS SEEN CRAWLING AROUND INSIDE OF THE BEDROOM...?!

- 13:30 PHONED DOCTOR/BANK HOLIDAY/CLOSED...CALL, AGAIN, TOMORROW

- 17:35 GOTTA FEED THE CAT 6 PM EVENING

- 20:00 MADE DINNER : BAKED BEANS AND EGGS/BROWN BREAD WITH BUTTER - ALSO, MADE COOKHAM SANDWICHES TO EAT AS SNACKS, LATER ON

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- 12:58 AWOKE: BAD DREAM/LOADS OF INSECTS SEEN CRAWLING AROUND INSIDE OF THE BEDROOM...?!

I had yet another bad dream...where because I have a fear of insects; so, there is this psychological technique, commonly, known as 'flooding'...where whatever the person most fears...; then, you just put them right in there...with the thing they most fear...; and, that's meant to help them get over it.

So, the male doctor put insects all over my tall cabinet...; and, it was completely covered in the things...large 1 inch dark black round insects/with wings. -(I don't remember them flying, though?)

And, then, when I complained/'screamed' that I really couldn't stand it, anymore...as I can't relax/sleep...due to endless stress/worrying...; then, the doctor put some more inside of the bedroom.

At that point I, all of as sudden, woke up...!

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Trying to think what might have caused this dream, in particular...

- Apart from that I eat quite a bit before going off to sleep...; because I was 'hungry'; and, going to sleep on a full/or, even, half-full stomach...does not mean you will rest comfortably...as the food hasn't had proper time to fully digest, yet.

- Too, I keep on worrying that the leaky roof upstairs...due to the endless rain we have here in England...is about to cave in...; and, then, all of the flies/insects/moths/creepy crawlies...will come crawling in...going all over the house.

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- 13:30 PHONED DOCTOR/BANK HOLIDAY/CLOSED...CALL, AGAIN, TOMORROW

Later, after realising it's, now, Monday...I decided to go call the doctors...to see if they have set a date for my physiotherapy...? However, the answer machine said...it's Bank Holiday so there will be no one answering the phone until, tomorrow, Tuesday.

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- 17:35 GOTTA FEED THE CAT 6 PM EVENING

After I awoke, earlier...I did go downstairs to feed the cat; then, let her out into the back garden.

Now, the time is nearing 6 PM...I have to let the cat back in...feed her, once more...; then, let her out.

(That is, if she wants to go out; I always give her a 'choice'...by leading her to the garden door; then, opening it...if she wants to...she'll immediately go out...; but, if not...then, she'll just look outside...but, not move...I take that to mean she doesn't want to go out...; and, so, shut back the garden door, again...leaving her to stay in.)

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- 20:00 MADE DINNER : BAKED BEANS AND EGGS/BROWN BREAD WITH BUTTER - ALSO, MADE COOKHAM SANDWICHES TO EAT AS SNACKS, LATER ON

If only I had more money...then, I would buy myself some far better food; but, as it is, for the moment, I just have to 'struggle' on...making the minimum sort of thing.

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