Sat 050725 Missing my cat....

Sat 050725 22:30 PM GMT Missing my cat...

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MISSING NOT SEEING MY CAT, ANYMORE

Peering outside of the 2nd floor bedroom window...; and, then, looking straight down inside of the backgarden...; and, seeing no cat out there, anymore...???

Ordinarily, I would see her sleeping, running, chasing, climbing, balancing; or, even, eating/drinking(as, normally, I would leave a plate of food/and, a plastic vessel of water that she can drink from out there).

But, now, just absolutely nothing...all I can see is just pure 'stillness'...and, an almost deafening sheer 'silence'. It feels like living in an 'empty' hole. She died on: Thu the 3rd/and, now, today's date is: Sat the 5th...; meaning she died just 2 days back.

No cat to jump up on my bed to wake me up, regularly, just like clockwork...in the mornings...; reminding me that feeding time has come around, again.

Plus, what am I going to do with all the rest of the cat food that I've already gone and accumulated:
- Whiskas cat 'pellet' food
- bags of other 'pellet' food
- boxes of Whiskas 'pouch' food
- other tins of cat food: chicken/fish(salmon)
...going to have to give it 'all' away to the local animal charity shop, I guess.

She used to jump up straight onto my lap...whenever I'm sitting down at the computer...; and, then, proceed to fall quite soundly asleep.
Yes, I do really miss you cat.

Life/death, they are 2 opposite sides of what is, essentially, the same thing...; meaning, you can't have one without the other.

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-(Thinking to myself...I should have taken many more photos/videos of you whilst you were still here 'alive'...; didn't take anywhere near enough.

Or, perhaps, I was just far too fussy with the pics/videos I did take...; as most of that stuff got 'deleted', instead.

Truthfully, we need to give thanks and praise for the very highly precious moments that we got...; as, frankly, nothing lasts forever.)

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THE END SEEM TO COME ABOUT SO INCREDIBLY 'FAST'

I think, the cats demise came about in just 2 weeks...; when, all of a sudden, I realized she wasn't 'eating/drinking', normally, anymore...; but, I thought to myself that this stage would pretty soon pass...perhaps, it's an upset stomach/or, something 'temporary' like that...; like one day she went back to 'eating/drinking', normally, again...; then,...; within 2 weeks the cat was stone cold 'dead'...; and, by the very next day 'Rigor Mortis' had already gone and set in.
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